3:48am, 20 November
A page in the diary "Cult of Melonchoy"
Written by gadfly Nov 20 2007 03:49 AM
I have a feeling that the depression has once again set in, of no apparent reason. I am not certain what is there to look forward to since there isn't much energy, having a full day time job exerts all the energy I can ever have.
I am considering reading a book, maybe even a light one about how to get a grip on yourself, but all the trouble of getting it, not to mention, all the dissonace I have in my head which have to be dispelled first before I can work on something.
The thing about the free market is that unless you choose to be at the top of the food chain, the bleak reality is you are at the mercy of those who feed you.
I can't sit straight, I have no energy to sit straight.