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Hi jaws05,

First of all, welcome to depnet. =)

Your profile says that you are from UK. Unfortunately, there isn't a UK version of depnet, if not, you could share with thoughts and feelings with your fellow countrymen, and you might find some who can relate better to what you have to say.

I personally feel you are someone who's quite honest and clear about your own feelings, thoughts and behaviour; how they affect you and others, for example. This is actually a good human quality and character trait, jaws. You probably might know that there are still some people who are either in denial of their feelings or they choose to deceive themselves and others.

It might seem to be a sad thing that you wanna be loved so much, and yet you are feeling lonely and isolated at the moment. However, the fact you clearly know what you actually seek deep inside you is by itself a ray of light, a ray of hope pointing you towards the path of discovery - of happiness, love and peace.

I too share your feelings of loneliness and isolation, jaws. I am also moody and irritable.

Frankly speaking, most humans, be it guys or girls don't like to approach people who are depressed. This is the law of mutual repulsion. =p

However, don't give up hope. There are still fellow humans who are willing to give time and love to those like us, unconditionally. It's a matter of whether you are willing to believe and do what's necessary to help yourself become more stable, so that you can spot such a person when he or she does appear in your life.

In other words, give yourself something to look forward in life, jaws.

I'm glad to know you are continuing with your treatment and I hope you will continue to find ways to help yourself achieve the peace and love you so earnestly seek.

You can do it. At 24, hey, there's too pretty much to experience in life. Be an explorer or adventurer of your journey in life.

Take care, jaws. ^_^

Pardon me for my long-windedness. LOL. ^^;

Written by nw4m, Oct 10 2008 07:37 PM

I'm sorry you are struggling. I hope it gets better for you.

Written by Me1ody, Oct 10 2008 11:36 PM

hey hun,

Keep ur chin up okie. Don't be so sad... ur not unstable.

One day u'll find someone who will love u for who u are.

Debbie./

Written by DreamDesire, Oct 19 2008 02:19 AM

Btw i'm lookin to make friends. :) want to?

lol
Debbie./

Written by DreamDesire, Oct 19 2008 02:20 AM

Thank you all for your comments... they mean a lot :)

Written by jaws305, Oct 19 2008 11:08 AM