Aimless
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Written by iobelia Oct 27 2008 05:50 PM
With the school semester going to be over soon, i'm filled with self doubts about my career path and future. Although been working for a few years, i had been drifting along, knowing that i had no stomach for climbing up the corporate ladder yet feeling that life is meaningless. That's y i took part time course for the last 5 yrs, to fill up my time by learning more.
Now, with the prospect of graduating soon, i'm again thinking of the things to do. although i'm going to be so call left-on-the-shelf in a few years time (now 30, don't know it is call that now or a few years later), i have no interest of forming a family, knowing that i'm a loner who is unwilling to commit on a relationship.
So i thinking, should i continue future study? But what for? Change a job? But i just changed it 2 months ago... it's dreadful to have no aims in life... sianz