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Is it better to make love or to make friends?

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Written by MightyJoe 23 February 2010 07:38

I don't understand.

Making love feels so good. It relieves so much. Of course, only temporary.

However, making friends feels good too. It relieves loneliness, but only temporary. It's just a matter of time before you realise friends will betray you. Anyone and everyone will betray you.

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Today i saw a pair of friends at starbucks. They're such cute and funny couple. Sat with them, talk alittle here and there, mostly rubbish. The girl's so sexy but yet she's always complaining that she's fat. The guy's body is to die for. Haha! He's funny and nice too! Both are christians. Both are so warm and loving. Such niceness. I wish i can be as simple minded like them. Everything around them is funny. HAHA!

I got an sms to work as a model for event. Sounds like weird that i'll be called as a model. The pay's pretty good. Hope i'll get it. I've been jobless like ever since. No one seems to be interested in employing me. There's just too much stigma out there. I do understand the employer's point of view though. It kinda suck.

I have no friends. Friends are dangerous. I want friends but i don't want friends. This is so frustrating.

I used to write in depnet. I deleted my account because i cant stand some people here. Argh.

Does anyone have jobs to intro ???

Comments from the community

u have to change ur mindset to remain optimistic and hopeful even when there are things u are not happy about. but need to stay grounded

as for frens well take it easy and dont be too upset if they betray u cos they might not be true frens , dont let one instance of bad frenship destroy your faith in basic goodness.

Written by cheerful, 23 February 2010 23:05

There is no basic goodness in humans.

Written by MightyJoe, 25 February 2010 04:23

Can you share more about what you mean by 'no basic goodness in humans'?

If there isn't any goodness in humans, why do you ask some of the depnet members here to share details of their condition and treatment process with you?

I'm asking cos I have similar thoughts like you too. So I'm really interested in understanding what you mean by 'no basic goodness'.

Written by nw4m, 28 February 2010 10:26

If there isn't any goodness in humans, why do you ask some of the depnet members here to share details of their condition and treatment process with you? ( What do you mean by this? )

I asked 1 person to share her condition with me. Not some. Similiar condition. You mean her being a "good" human to share with me? Choice given, choice taken.

There is no basic goodness in humans.

Written by MightyJoe, 28 February 2010 18:40

'I asked 1 person to share her condition with me. Not some. Similiar condition. You mean her being a "good" human to share with me? Choice given, choice taken.'

So you mean you gave her the choice of sharing with you and she took it up?

So if she doesn't share, does it mean she has no basic goodness in her?

You haven't really explained what you mean by 'no basic goodness in humans'.

Written by nw4m, 28 February 2010 23:18

If she doesn't share, it's her choice. Conditions given. It doesn't matter about "basic goodness" or not. I'm talking about respect, in this case.

We're all forced to either be nice or mean. There and then after, we will bear the consequences. Basic goodness does not exist. Only motivated goodness exist. Be it good or evil.

I'm sure some are not here just to encourage, motivate or give support to fellow DepNetians. There is always something else. Always something else.

There is no basic goodness in humans.

Written by MightyJoe, 01 March 2010 00:40

Hmm, so according to you, basic goodness is another different thing from respect. I see.

You mentioned about 'something else'? Is this something else is supposed to point to 'no basic goodness'? Is this something else necessarily bad/mean/evil?

So when you say there's no basic goodness in humans, do you include yourself too?

Written by nw4m, 01 March 2010 12:35

It may not necessarily be bad.

There is no basic goodness in humans.

Written by MightyJoe, 01 March 2010 21:54

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