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My birthday

A page in the diary "To forget"
Written by MightyJoe 28 February 2010 00:51

A heartaching ending.

No parties. No friends. No birthday songs. Never had.

There was a birthday party around my area. Some indian guy's. So many people.

Every year, without fail, my birthday would always be lonely and depressing. Same for this year.

There's something missing. Actually, there's alot of things missing.

Happy Birthday Mighty Joe.

Comments from the community

cheer up!

Written by cheerful, 28 February 2010 01:31

First of all, happy birthday, MightyJoe. =)

I wish to ask a bit more. What do you mean by you never had parties, friends nor birthday songs?

Are you saying that you have no friends since childhood? What is your definition of friends?

If having people to celebrate your birthday means a lot to you, then how about your family members? So far you have not mentioned about how your family members are supporting you emotionally.

I hope you don't mind the outburst of questions. Cos I wish to understand my online friends better.

Take care, MightyJoe.

Written by nw4m, 28 February 2010 10:49

Happy B'Day, Mighty Joe. :)

Written by lexiaoyao, 28 February 2010 17:38

Happy birthday, Mighty Joe! Just because nobody is celebrating with you doesn't mean you can't have a good time, right? Go do something that will put the smile back on you face! :)

Written by exhale75, 28 February 2010 22:13

Happy birthday to you!

I've oso no one to celebrate this occassion with. I've never a real birthday party/ celebration with frens before.

Until 2 years ago I was reluctant to tell anyone my birthday cos I know it will be forgotton. But this person was adamant to know and she said she'll never forget. 1st year i knew her she bought me a mp3 player. 2nd year, she wished me via an sms. And this year, it is a belated wish. Next year....it will be forgotten.

And now, I am even more adamant not to let anyone heard me anymore.

Written by blue, 28 February 2010 23:03

My birthday is a reminder of how lonely i am, how many friends i have, how many actually remember, how many actually bother.

Pain is another form of reminder. Be it physical, emotional or psychological pain, it will always reminds us that we're still alive. Still suffering. The only time when pain will go away, is when you're no longer around.

I did had a friend. For close to two decades. Betrayed me. The betrayal. Too much for me to take. Cost me surgery big time.

blue, thats what i call hit-and-run.

Written by MightyJoe, 01 March 2010 00:26

I mean, your situation as describe above.

People always leave.

Written by MightyJoe, 01 March 2010 00:42

Ya..people leave..and why are we always hanging onto them, onto the past memories.

If we are not around, there will be no more pain...

Written by blue, 01 March 2010 22:41

How is it that they can leave without any pains............

Written by blue, 01 March 2010 22:42

Maybe because we have no more value to them.

Written by MightyJoe, 01 March 2010 23:07

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