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Morning seems bad

A page in the diary "A stressful day.."
Written by faith_berry 03 February 2010 12:58

every morning seems to be a battle for me, as usual i reach work not fully awake and the day begins.. dun like the feeling of being panicky in e morning as i try to complete my tasks..

at noon time as i enter my dairy now, i feel really worn out as if my energy has been depleted.. i seems to have this bad habit abt panicking over work everyday..

there is a saying work never ends which i can undstd but still can't seems to break free from this bad habit of worrying.. most of the time while i'm rushing i really feel like giving up e job but often i can still complete my tasks at e end of the day..

i really dunno if i shd be changing job.. before the paek period comes in july.. This is ME.. worrying so far ahead.. also, i can expect that more work will be given to me as i continue to stay longer in the company.. am i trying to escape from reality?? seems like there is alw "excuses" that i give myself when i left my previous 3 jobs in my past 7 years..

Comments from the community

Hi,

same feelings here but I knw that it dun makes much difference even if change job. Moreover, changing new job,might have even more stress. My pdoc told meshe dun see it in me but I fully understand the consequences.

Worse insonmia creating chaos. Mind so active at night when am so slpy. Dun feel like doing anything in day.

U too take care.

Written by Turquoise, 08 February 2010 15:32

cudn't wake myslf up this morning n miss class-- slept like a log 14hrs straight 1am to3pm; n still groggy-- dunno how to survive job attachmt coming up aft my studies...

Written by 71damselfly, 12 February 2010 18:30