Public profile of: struggling

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Gender	Female
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Location	Singapore
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Member since	Sep 6 2006
Last online	Nov 10 2008

Date	Title	Reads	Comments
11/10/2008	been a while, hasn't it?	143	3
08/18/2008	updates of my life	119	2
06/10/2008	been a while	85	2
05/02/2008	finally	58	1
04/16/2008	my most recent hospital experience	133	8
04/08/2008	Choa Chu Kang rail incident yesterday	156	8
04/05/2008	dizziness	84	4
04/01/2008	updates from me	121	9
03/24/2008	freed from the ward	76	2
03/16/2008	quite stressed now	105	4
03/02/2008	how meds can ruin your lifestyle	162	12
02/28/2008	going on leave soon	70	2
02/22/2008	feeling scared i can't cope	186	9
02/18/2008	just a thought about being restrained while warded	110	4
02/17/2008	session with therapist	84	1
02/11/2008	back from the hospital	155	9
02/07/2008	2008..year of hospitalisations	123	3
02/02/2008	you call this OD…then why am I not dead yet?	110	2
01/28/2008	my first day back at work	88	2
01/27/2008	fear of abandonment	69	2
01/24/2008	surviving festive occasions	145	8
01/23/2008	the deal with my therapist	142	7
01/22/2008	Post ECT behaviour	77	4
01/21/2008	When my therapist goes on maternity leave	90	4
01/19/2008	discharged	66	1
01/16/2008	warded again	108	4
01/13/2008	my mum tries to help	53	1
01/08/2008	daily temptations	131	5
01/05/2008	am i really unwell?	98	3
01/04/2008	my anxieties in the new year	44	0
01/01/2008	My medication regime....I HATE IT	94	2
12/31/2007	my new year resolutions	69	2
12/27/2007	depressed, suicidal and force-fed with meds	156	4
12/23/2007	Been feeling a little low	76	2
12/17/2007	Home to my own room and space at last	38	0
12/14/2007	Greetings from Hong Kong	51	1
12/09/2007	Off to Hong Kong	67	1
12/08/2007	procrastinator	75	1
12/07/2007	how much longer will I be on meds?	68	3
12/05/2007	Meds and work don't really go hand in hand	85	4
12/03/2007	Phew	78	4
11/24/2007	end of first mega project....	46	0
11/18/2007	first mega project	59	1
11/16/2007	stress levels very high	49	0
11/15/2007	my session with my therapist today	72	0
11/13/2007	nasty client	69	1
11/11/2007	my doc thinks I'm doing too much at work	84	4
11/07/2007	being assertive	75	1
11/06/2007	My mum has a clean bill of health	79	4
11/05/2007	I'm fed up	57	0
11/02/2007	I'M BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND I HATE IT	66	0
11/01/2007	THEY DID IT AGAIN	93	1
10/30/2007	my portable hard disk died on me today	93	3
10/28/2007	plunge	65	0
10/26/2007	my mother is difficult to please	109	4
10/25/2007	I hate skivers and people who use religion to get away with work	72	2
10/22/2007	delegating work	81	2
10/20/2007	my session with my therapist today	116	2
10/18/2007	battered and bruised	115	2
10/17/2007	sluggish and lethargic	99	1
10/15/2007	feeling heavily sedated	88	1
10/12/2007	2 mega projects...back to back	76	1
10/10/2007	My mum is ok...for now	107	2
10/09/2007	Mum's colonoscopy	74	1
10/08/2007	back at work	77	1
10/06/2007	discharged from the hospital	115	1
10/03/2007	still warded	127	2
09/28/2007	to be warded or not to be warded, to rest or not to rest	163	4
09/27/2007	not very stable	117	2
09/24/2007	hate taking more meds	153	5
09/22/2007	almost got warded again today...	133	2
09/19/2007	My thoughts....trying to fight them	105	2
09/18/2007	Deadlines, deadlines!!!!!	91	2
09/17/2007	not at work today	76	1
09/16/2007	My session with the therapist	91	1
09/14/2007	Feeling very frustrated and helpless	90	2
09/12/2007	my new boss	74	1
09/10/2007	Parting with those you love so dear	111	2
09/08/2007	If you plan to be rude and insensitive in my post...	108	2
09/07/2007	recovering from flu but still feeling depressed	93	3
09/04/2007	down with a flu	139	8
09/01/2007	mum discharged but the worst is still not over	84	3
08/31/2007	the worst is over...i hope!	85	2
08/29/2007	more stress!!!! Mum in hospital...	135	6
08/27/2007	my work is piling up...help!!!!	102	4
08/20/2007	trouble at work	105	2
08/19/2007	another week of work and I'm not looking forward	77	1
08/18/2007	I'm too negative...so says my therapist	102	1
08/14/2007	feeling a little overwhelmed	84	2
08/12/2007	Money or health?	118	3
08/11/2007	my weekly session with my therapist	113	3
08/08/2007	just glad for the holiday	70	2
08/06/2007	keeping one's spirit up is mentally and physically exhausting	75	1
08/04/2007	the hospital outing	131	4
08/03/2007	My week at work	68	1
08/01/2007	somewhat in control...i hope it stays this way	110	4
07/31/2007	my world is spinning...literally	95	2
07/28/2007	been very busy but somehow coping	73	0
07/13/2007	Am I really selfish and self-centred?	189	6
07/11/2007	think i'm gonna be ok...just back from the hospital	116	1
07/08/2007	burden of society	146	4
07/02/2007	I am a failure	195	5
07/01/2007	escapism	115	1
06/22/2007	work	134	2
06/15/2007	Reply from MOH on daily Medisave withdrawal limit	129	3
06/12/2007	living in a small-sized and "small-hearted" society	157	5
06/08/2007	orthopaedic appointment today	136	4
06/06/2007	my session with my therapist today	125	1
06/04/2007	fears and anxieties	155	2
05/24/2007	if only...	114	2
05/21/2007	Bullying....one of the causes of my depression	171	6
05/18/2007	I feel like a drug addict	191	6
05/15/2007	how i spend my days while on MC	129	3
05/09/2007	my session with the therapist today	104	2
04/27/2007	feeling very low	128	1
04/16/2007	feeling stigmatised	108	3
04/09/2007	discharged and somewhat rested	155	4
03/31/2007	being forced to rest	136	5
03/21/2007	lost my voice	92	1
03/18/2007	aches and pains, and dreading work	90	1
03/17/2007	missing some friends from depnet	109	1
03/16/2007	seeing therapist tomorrow	103	1
03/12/2007	feeling very low	138	3
03/10/2007	saw my pschyhiatrist and therapist today	128	1
03/09/2007	accessibility to your therapist	126	2
03/07/2007	back at work after MC and bullied...	103	2
03/05/2007	not at work today	85	2
03/04/2007	am i lazy or what?	106	2
03/03/2007	tatty girl sends her regards	109	2
03/02/2007	feeling unwell	92	1
03/01/2007	won't get to see therapist till next week	102	2
02/28/2007	finding courage	85	1
02/19/2007	I have no life...better off dead	127	2
02/14/2007	looks like my CNY is burnt...	72	0
02/12/2007	to tell or not to tell....	86	1
02/10/2007	phobia of work	95	1
02/09/2007	ticked off by boss	98	3
02/06/2007	emotional abuse	143	6
02/03/2007	spiralling down....emotionally very low	92	1
01/31/2007	pressure from mum	99	2
01/27/2007	Why can't I have the weekend off?	90	2
01/26/2007	meeting deadlines	99	2
01/25/2007	that feeling of emptiness	125	3
01/20/2007	lacking motivation	99	3
01/19/2007	my session with my therapist	90	1
01/17/2007	getting stressed about session with therapist	105	2
01/16/2007	why am i put here to suffer?	146	5
01/14/2007	it gets harder when the weekend ends	105	2
01/13/2007	difficult session with therapist	133	3
01/10/2007	what's happening to me?	107	1
01/08/2007	barely surviving	94	2
01/07/2007	why didn't i do it?	146	6
01/06/2007	existing is painful	143	5
01/05/2007	snowed under	81	1
01/03/2007	how do I solve this?	139	6
01/02/2007	lost my cool	129	7
01/01/2007	can't help feeling alone in the new year	114	3
12/30/2006	hopes for the new year	100	2
12/28/2006	neglected	94	2
12/25/2006	the freedom of speech	113	3
12/24/2006	Christmas can be a stressful season	114	3
12/23/2006	that liberating feeling	105	4
12/21/2006	changes can be upsetting	105	3
12/20/2006	back from a much deserved break	108	5
12/13/2006	trying to cope on my own	129	4
12/09/2006	greetings from down under	134	8
12/01/2006	parting with a loved one	120	4
11/28/2006	heartbreaking	119	3
11/24/2006	met my boss and visiting my aunt	112	5
11/21/2006	can i find the courage to say the right things?	126	6
11/19/2006	a little calmer but still struggling to live	112	5
11/17/2006	alone,depressed and wanting to call it quits	227	11
11/15/2006	a chance to make it or break it	101	4
11/14/2006	emotionally and physically tired	118	5
11/13/2006	anxiously waiting and losing hope	146	8
11/10/2006	so much to unload yet i can't	216	15
11/09/2006	racing thoughts	140	7
11/08/2006	my boss has zero EQ	177	10
11/07/2006	the many masks I have to wear	215	15
11/06/2006	feeling a teeny weeny bit better today	185	13
11/04/2006	disturbing comments	201	10
11/03/2006	to live or not to live...	179	10
11/01/2006	double blow in one night	176	9
10/31/2006	the cutting words of a 6-year-old	123	4
10/29/2006	singaporean syndrome	128	6
10/27/2006	what kind of life is this?	161	9
10/26/2006	more work and more worries	109	4
10/25/2006	overwhelmed, snowed under, stressed	77	2
10/24/2006	reflections and images make me depressed	119	6
10/22/2006	back to work and hating it	138	7
10/21/2006	ubin was good...	121	6
10/20/2006	smiling is difficult for me	113	3
10/18/2006	witnessed something really sick today....	169	9
10/17/2006	dilemma	120	7
10/16/2006	discrimination and stigma	165	8
10/14/2006	freak in the mirror	97	1
10/12/2006	unmotivated	118	3
10/10/2006	Is there a need?	170	4
10/06/2006	working non-stop	140	1

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